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My Life on the Line

How the NFL Damn Near Killed Me, and Ended Up Saving My Life

ISBN-13: 9781617757594

Author(s): Ryan O'Callaghan

Subjects: BMS, DNBS1, DNC

Publisher: Akashic Books

Publisher Imprint: Akashic Books

Publication Date: 05-09-2019

Format: Paperback / softback

Availability: In stock

£15.95

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About the book

Ryan O'Callaghan's plan was always to play football and then, when his career was over, kill himself. Growing up, the not-so-subtle messages he heard from his family and from TV and film equated being gay with disease and death. Bubbling under the surface of his NFL career was a collision course between his secret sexuality and hidden drug use. A member of the Chiefs organisation stepped in, recognising the signs of drug addiction. Ryan reluctantly sought psychological help, and it was there that he revealed his lifelong secret. He faced a fork in the road: end it, or find out if his family and football friends could accept him.

My Life on the Line

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